Ever felt like trash?
Ever been treated like garbage?
Thrown out? Discarded?
Dropped Off somewhere?
Told to leave or get out?
Threatened with divorce or been divorced?
Abandoned by family, friends, spouse or boyfriend?
I believe all of us have had some type of garbage at one time or another.
Possibly we have had someone try to dump a load on us from our past.
For me it was almost impossible to not experience over and over through the years the day
my parents dropped me off.
Unknowingly, it impacted every part of my life for years. I was reminded of it constantly.
I had an overwhelming idea that no one wanted me. And that I had to leave if things weren't going right. Every time someone left, even just to do every day normal things, I would worry that they wouldn't come back and I would be left.
The sense that no one was with me was so blown out of proportion because of my past experience that even if someone was with me I felt all alone.
This of coarse wasn't true but because of THE DROP OFF that happened as a little girl I was sure that it was going to happen again. It was something that had a grip on me and I couldn't let go of it.
Because of my abandonment I had a hyper- sensitive idea that just wouldn't GO AWAY.
I thought I had to Go.
AND GO I DID. More than once.
It is so strange how the very things that happen to us can take over and rule our lives and cause us to do the very thing that we are afraid of.
I have discovered through my walk of healing that though people will leave you, their
is one who never will. JESUS
My leaving days have vanished!
I have grasped the TRUTH and LET GO of the Bag of lies.
John 14:18 (NLT)
No, I will not abandon you as orphans; I will come to you.
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